It seems i've been under-estimated. But, what i've learnt is that, we control the outcome.

Thanks for the sore ear and the 4hour chit-chat Sarah, if i get ear cancer im sueing your ass. lol jk.

Its not the same doing old things with some people missing, but schools in 2 weeks time and i have to study. I swear i will attend the state library and study for atleast 2hours! if i dont shoot down my oldest brother lol jk

The people that are suppose to know you best are family, but it doesnt seem to be this way in mine. My brother Michael is so ignorant and arrogant. He says to me, i know you, this and that. It annoys me because he doesnt, what he knows is what i use to be, but his arrogance blinds him from being able to grow up and mature as an older brother. He keeps saying i dont talk down about you to others and same with andy, and to each other he bitches about us, and even worse he does not see his ignorance. Why does he compare himself to me so much.... My english is so much better than yours, you cant even spell or write. You cant even speak our language well, Peter's so weak look at him, check out my man boobs. You beat me that was a fluke, Peter eats everything, like always, and yet whose ate everything for the last 15years???? ==

Im getting so fed up tolerating his ignorance and his self knowledge of me. he proclaims he knows me by living with me for the past 18 years. Im differnt to differnt ppl i hate the fact that his excuse for everything involving me is "Peter sulks". I mean if i have an exam the next day i have to go home and sleep, he sais to me your a fkn sulk seriosuly your gona fail anyway. like honestly his arrogance is annoying the heck out of me. He once asked me to do a favour give him $180, and take over at work for him, and i didnt give him an answer. he begins saying if you askd me i would have done it for you, your a bitch, seriosuly, what kind of brother are you. You dont even help out, and when you ask me to do stuff for you i do it.

When i ask him to do stuff, i have to pay him. Him saying he knows me, without even me giving him an answer, he shud have known i would have taken the job, which i did  and  gave him the $180. And when i ask him to drive me to church he sais no, he doesnt even remember anything i do. and then he starts again, you never do anything for me, i alwyas help you.  Just like his friend who probably bitches about me and acts like everything is normal.

Always the better of me.... Oh i can draw better then that, Why do you even go to church, i know you dont even believe in God. Oh your going to uni, i could have went if i wanted to. Oh your driving now, your goign to crash. i mean seriosuly Cant he be happy for me once?

WHy does he compare so much to me, i dont even compare myself to him or anyone for that matter. liek fudge sakes, leave me alone.  The only time he leaves his room is to go out or use the toilet, the only time he comes into my room is to ask for a favour, otehr then that he never talks to me or sais hi. Times like this i wish i had a sister.

FUDGE I HATE YOU! Your naive and grow up already...